Thinking of suicide, anyone have advice?

Asked: Thinking of suicide, anyone have advice?I'm a 16 year old guy. I haven't told my parents or anything because I don't want them to worry or think im crazy or something. Anyway just today I got rejected from an audition for a school play for the 3rd time, and a lot of bad things have happened to me in the past, but this just pushed me over. It made me realize that I'm just retarded and I never would have been casted in the first place, the only reason he let me audition is he felt bad telling me no right off that bad. I'm weird looking with a long neck, acne,

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