I feel like I'm broken... Am I the only one?

**Note:Bad lighting my face isn't completely clear to see since the lighting is bad.** I actually found out I have "Dermotillomania" My form is, Compulsive Skin Picking. I have Picking Scabs one mostly - www.skinpick.com I can't help it. I actually pick at my -Face -Acne -Lips -Nails Cuticle -Scabs To the point where I'm bleeding... I don't feel the pain. It does'nt hurt. My fingers want to constantly want to touch my face. None stop. Scarch it all the time. Then it bleeds. But Actually I like seeing my blood at times watching it roll off my face in the

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